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4月13日 ThinGs are GreaT with MY new MaN !!!Hi all.....
Hope you are well.
I am fine and things are GreaT with my new man ! I believe this is a God sent man too me ! And too think I have known him all my life ! My best friends brother !
May God continue too Bless Frank and I in our relationship ! AMEN !!!
I had sooo...many bad relationships it ain'T fuNny ! It was not from (me) lack of trYinG too make them work ! I thinK that was what was wronG though ! I trieD hard and they did not. They doing things behind my back, especially CheaT !!! But yet I took there I AM SORrIES and went on trying too make the relationship work ! I HAvE a too forgiving nature sometiMes !!! Even when I had been abused physically I tried to fix things too make the relationship work ! I never wanted people too thinK it was my fault it did noT work I guess ! DUMB dumb DumB !!!! They JusT abuse you worse ,LeT me tell You !!!!! You doNe showed them theY can get away with it, So theY will dO iT aGain !!!!And if you have children they can harm you kids too !!! Thats what made me see to get out of one one of my relationships ! He started mentally abusing my kids ! I hope that is all he done !!! I was packed and out of there !!!!!!!!!!!!
If your in a abusive relationship, GEt ouT of iT !!! Before they can Hurt you woRse, And espeCially beFore they can KILL You !!!! They neVer will claim it being there fault! They always blame you !!!
Wait on that special mate to come alonG by GOD's hands ! When I had been hurt too much, and gave up on a good mate being out there. With out me watching for him too come along ! HERE....came one ! Thank God for Frank !!! I did not now a man can be so kind !!! Not jusT too me either ! He has been kinD too me, my kids, His kids, His family ,My family. He's Awesome !!! Just like MY gOD is AWESOME !!!!!!
Well all else is been busy... thatS LiFE............ But its better than being indoors and wondering on too much of .....WhaT IF's.........
God says do not worry about tomorrows !!!
Well ya'LL haVe a GreaT DaY !!!!!!
GOD BLESS YA !!!!!!!!!!!!
AMEN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UPDATE :
Frank and I did not last long at all... Here I was staying with him most the time at his place. He started disapearing till late . Even afterwork ! And little while later...HE started disappearing days! I asked did he want me to leave..No answer so I started packing ! Then he grabbed me and said No, he did not want me to go !
So I stayed !
A few weeks later things got worse instead of better ! I left for good !
Here about april 2008' I ran into his kids and they told me he was marrying... He got a girl pregnant ! I told them I Learned six months ago, that while Frank had me living in his house ! He was shacking up with a woman, when at her home! When he was not with me ! YEp guessed IT !? She got pregnant ! And I found out through my daughter in-laws family. Whom had been chatting with this other woman at a convenience store nearby. They happen to mention the story sounded like My story ! And mentioned who was her boyfriend/ex ?? So she told them ! And they told I was the women he cheated on with her ! Well Frank turned around and asked her to marry him..The right move I think ! All babies should be brought into the world with mommy and daddy married.
So Frank is gone and Gladly !!! I still see his kids now and then ! Hate I lost a friend I had so long... But I forgave... Just have to get used to if I run into him at his sisters / My friend-sis and be comfortable with the situation !
So not to lose sis ! She married my cousin...
3月27日 Birthday weekend !!!!!!mY BirthDaY !!! I am 44 years younG And I age like fine wine and get betteR !!!
My boyfriend, I, and his 2 teenagers had a great time at the race track his friend owns www.estesmx.com. Saturday mY birthday we had the dirtbike races little over 600 people about 200 bikers competed tikes and up... I helped them park where desenated and had to MaKe some move !!! Yea, I got the spunk to get the job done !
I may be a polite southern belle but... when pushed I got backbone to get in there as the redneck gal I AM. And thEy do not want my indian blood to get to boil, Irish Indian is a hard force too go against !!!! LOL !!!
I had no problems though.
So up till about 10:am I directed the parking after that I watched the races and mY man tromp all over the hills of the race track. He flags, keeps the track soaked with the fire water hoses, fixes any thing that breaks, and coaxs the kiddies on. One of the tikes was a cute little boY. He was new too races, he started off with a jumP. Then he slowed to a snail pace. I thought something was wrong with his quad 4 wheeler. But Frank ran along side him at one point the child said he did not know what too do. BLess him !!! While Frank ran along side him the tike went fast, but when Frank ran out of breath and stopped the tike went back to snail pace. The tike was so slow we did not think he would make it up the 2 steepest hills but he diD ! The other kids went past him 3 times around there track runs, and we had to stop him from his last round around track. It was time for the neXt race !!! If it been the older kids and men the races are back to back. But the tikes are off the track before we can start for safety !!!
Franks 2 teens (1boy-1girl) they flagged as weLL as flirted with the girls and the guys. They got payed 100 dollars a piece, sooo there happy campers!
We had a few crashes, but no one hurt bad. One kid about 18 bruised his wrist enough the medics wrapped it. One of the dirt bikers flipped his bike and it landed on him, but he got up, and jumped back in the race. Another wreck had 5 dirtbikers in a bundle, they all got up and one by two got back in the race, One 4 wheel quad flipped and landed on the bikers ankle. It took him a minute, but he was blessed and he shook it off, and got back in the race. Couple of racers in the quad race had a 2 mile lead they were so good, AND yes they started off at the same time, duh !!!!
We had a great time !!!! A good birthday out doors !!! MOm and my 2 sons called and wished me a good Birthday !!! AND mY man took me out to eat with some of our family to Barnhill's BuffeT. Boy did we piG ouT !!! AND HOW !!!
(well that was back in 2006'.... It was a fun day... the ex and I are over for sure.... and I turned 46 this year....)
3月6日 Hello allllllllllllWell Hi again you'all,
Hope things are going well with you ! Don't forget to check out the other sites I have. I' have added many new things. My music from the other sites bring you to here. All because, it takes alot of space to send you to a CMT site to see video of my songs. If the video ain't there for the song I sent you too,then I sent ya where you can see and hear the cd the songs are on. I posted lots of new poems I wrote. In fact just finished writing IMAGO DEI ! It means the Image Of God in Latin ! I read an article I also sent you too, where I learned this latin meaning. And all of a sudden there it was in my mind, and I quickly wrote it down. GOD gives me this and all talents I'm Blessed with, PRAISE HIM My LORD!!!! AMEN !!!!
I'm leaving here to go get my third sites address I forgot to Yahoo....LOL....... I'd forget My HEAD if it wasn't attached !!! 2月16日 Hello, Valentines is over ! Hi hope you had a awesome Valentines with someone special !
As for me I was alone ! Unless you count the maintanence man who came to unlock my DOOR ! Yep thats me , Dum de dum dum dum , LOL.
I did get to see my grandsons on Valentines though, Thats always great. Even though I see em 24/7 pretty much.
I did get to post a Valentines Poem on my other site, http://spaces.msn.com/love-dixie/. Check it out if ya want ! |
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